Pondering for Monday, August 9, 2021

Daily Office Readings for Monday of Proper 14: Year 1

Morning, Psalm 89:1 to 18; Evening,  Psalm 89:19 to 52;
2nd Samuel 13:23 to 39Acts 20:17 to 38Mark 9:42 to 50:

“Keep watch over yourselves and over all the flock, of which the Holy Spirit has made you overseers, to shepherd the church of God that he obtained with the blood of his own Son.” (Acts 20: 28)

Paul is giving a farewell speech to those that he does not expect to see again.  I am not a big fan of Paul but I do recognize that from time to time, from letter to letter, a divine message slips through that God managed to get to us through Paul.

I do believe that if a Church is open and receptive to the guidance of the Holy Spirit, the Spirit will lead that Church in godly ways. Just as we must examine all the Paul says, so too we must be attentive to what parish and church leaders say. Maybe all that they say and do is godly, maybe not. The people in the pews are not relieved of their God-given sense of reason. God’s messages are always messages of love and inclusion. It does not matter what label we put on a Christian Church, be it Baptist, Roman Catholic, Methodist, Presbyterian, Lutheran or Episcopalian, or any denominational name we use.

Through the cup of Christ, at Holy Communion, the Christian Church is joined to Christ as adopted children of God.  For me, this is an adoption into servanthood to, and for, all people be they Christian or not; and also servants and stewards of this fragile earth our island home.

These calls to servanthood, and to stewardship, are the overseeing guidance that I sense from the Leadership of the Holy Spirit of God. Perhaps not all are called to be servants and stewards.  Following our Lord Jesus is not easy, at least, not at first.  Servanthood requires one to deny one’s self as a way to discern what a neighbor needs. Stewardship of the planet requires us to monitor our own use of resources and the potential damage we might cause to the environment through waste, negligence or excess. As environmental “overseers” empowered by the Holy Spirit, we the Church, have the individual and collective responsibility to care for our home. This earth is where our part of creation lives and moves and has its being.  

This earth, our neighbors, and our time here on earth together, are all gifts from God who loves us dearly. The cup of Christ, the very blood of the Son of God, is given to us in the Church making us all related in kindred love regardless of language, nationality, how we look, or where we live on this planet. We are all God’s possession and God loves us and wants the best for us now and forever!

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Sunday, August 8, 2021

Part 1 of 2

Daily Office Readings for Sunday of Proper 14: Year 1

Morning, Psalms 66 and 67; evening,  Psalms 19 and 46;
2nd Samuel 13:1 to 22Romans 15:1 to 13John 3:22 to 36:

“Whoever receives his testimony sets his seal to this, that God is true.  For he whom God has sent utters the words of God, for he gives the Spirit without measure.” (John 3:34 and 35)

I think to study and ponder about our Lord Jesus is to look through Jesus and catch a glimpse of God.  We need the recorded words of Jesus and the witness of his signs and wonders.  I do believe that with our Gospel accounts we should bring our God-given sense of reason to bear as well. We do need to look at the times that Jesus walked with us, and we need to examine the various language translations that have been handed down to us. But even with all of this, we can still see that God is true, and that God makes our Lord Jesus a two-way path of vision whereby, as we can see God, God can also see, and be us. And through our Lord Jesus, this two-way divine path, God gives us the Spirit of God without measure. Thank You Lord Jesus.

Part 2 of 2

New Testament Eucharistic Readings for Sunday of Proper 14: Year B

Ephesians 4:25 to 5:2 and John 6:35 and 41 to 51:

“It is written in the Prophets, ‘And they will all be taught by God.’ Everyone who has heard and learned from the Father comes to me.” (John 6:45)

Our Lord Jesus says that the people who come to him are in fact sent to him by the Creator.  I think this is true for me. I remember taking chemistry and Philosophy in my undergraduate studies.  I was attending college classes at night after work.  So while it was not a normal, full class load, it was a challenge to compare the two.  On the one hand I had an elemental chart which showed all the known elements of which the simplest seemed to me to be hydrogen. How old was hydrogen?  In philosophy, there is thought, how old was thought.  Then the big question was like the chicken or the egg – which came first, the atom or the thought?  Did atoms, in some way assemble together to form thought? Or was the atom itself the product of Thought? (notice the capital “T”).  So you can see that my early ponderings brought me to a stronger belief in God.  And from God I was brought to our Lord Jesus, not necessarily to the Bible or even Church, but to the Incarnation. The Bible and the Church came later.  From the Incarnation came love. And from love, I have not moved.

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Saturday, August 7, 2021

Daily Office Readings for Saturday of Proper 13: Year 1

Morning, Psalms 87 and 90; Evening,  Psalm 136;
2nd  Samuel 12:15 to 31Acts 20:1 to 16Mark 9:30 to 41:

“Then his servants said to him, ‘What is this thing that you have done? You fasted and wept for the child while it was alive; but when the child died, you rose and ate food.’ He said, ‘While the child was still alive, I fasted and wept; for I said, “Who knows? The Lord may be gracious to me, and the child may live.” But now he is dead; why should I fast? Can I bring him back again? I shall go to him, but he will not return to me:” (2nd Samuel 12: 21 to 23).

David models for us the position we should have as we go to God on behalf of a loved one. We pray, and perhaps we should pray with much fasting and tears as we beg God to intervene in the downward spiral, hardship or sickness, or circumstance a loved one is going through.

While David wanted the child to live, he also knew that God’s will, will be done. But more than that, David says something very truthful:  “I shall go to him, but he will not return to me.” 

We all have lost loved ones that have gone on before us.  They will not come back to us. However, we too will one day pass away.  When we do, we will join those who have gone before us. My beloved of the Lord, this life is not the end. David was so correct in saying “I shall go to him.”

However, it is especially difficult to experience the passing of an infant or a young child. So our prayer for David and for any of us who have lost a child might be: “Most merciful God, whose wisdom is beyond our understanding: Deal graciously with [David and us in our] grief. Surround us with your love, that we may not be overwhelmed by our loss, but have confidence in your goodness, and strength to meet the days to come; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.” (BCP 494)

When these kinds of sad things happen the only thing we have left is prayer. David went into deep consultation with God but in the end, God did not spare David’s son.  And as we know, God did not spare His only Son either. Love has unknown limits as part of its makeup. Death, even the death of an innocent, cannot be a reason to leave the love and judgment of God. In the end as David said, “I shall go to him, but he will not return to me:” We shall go to them, but they will not return to us.

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Friday, August 6, 2021

Daily Office Readings for Friday of Proper 13: Year 1

Morning, Psalm 88; Evening,  Psalms 91 and 92;
2nd  Samuel 12:1 to 14Acts 19:21 to 41Mark 9:14 to 29:

“You are the man!”  (2nd Samuel, 12:7)

When Nathan, the Prophet of God, came and told David the metaphor about the rich man who took a poor man’s only little lamb to slaughter for his guest rather than slaughtering one from his own of many sheep, David was furious and said, “As the Lord lives, the man who has done this deserves to die; he shall restore the lamb fourfold, because he did this thing, and because he had no pity:” (2nd Samuel 12:5 and 6).

This is when Nathan breaks out of the metaphor and informs David that, “He is the man!” and then explains how God has looked after him all his life and has given him much including many wives and yet he saw fit to go and take Uriah’s only wife to bed, and then have him killed. So after hearing Nathan’s story, David realized he passed judgment on himself.

 David was sorry for what he had done and said to Nathan, “‘I have sinned against the Lord.’ Nathan said to David, ‘Now the Lord has put away your sin; you shall not die. Nevertheless, because by this deed you have utterly scorned the Lord, the child that is born to you shall die:” (2nd Samuel 12: 13 and 14). The child dies. I have learned not to try to hold God in judgment.  God will do what God will do. This is what it means to be the Creator, Redeemer and Sustainer.

Perhaps the biggest take-away for me is not to put David, or any mortal on a pedestal. We all fall short, all that is except our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.  And it is our Lord Jesus whom we go to for forgiveness for he is our Redeemer and Advocate.  Thank you Jesus.

Today (August 6) is the Day  of the Transfiguration of our Lord.

“Jesus took with him Peter and John and James, and went up on the mountain to pray. And while he was praying, the appearance of his face changed, and his clothes became dazzling white. Suddenly they saw two men, Moses and Elijah, talking to him. They appeared in glory and were speaking of his departure, which he was about to accomplish at Jerusalem.” (Luke 9:28 to 31)

Through Peter, John and James, we all get to see who Jesus really is. Today is also Friday.

“Thus the heavens and the earth were finished, and all their multitude. And on the seventh day God finished the work that he had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all the work that he had done”( Genesis 2:1 and 2). So, for this evening and tomorrow day my friends; Shabbat Shalom.

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Thursday, August 5, 2021

Daily Office Readings for Thursday of Proper 13: Year 1

Morning, Psalm 34; Evening, Psalms 85 and 86;
2nd  Samuel 11:1 to 27Acts 19:11 to 20Mark 9:2 to 13:

“In the morning David wrote a letter to Joab, and sent it by the hand of Uriah.  In the letter he wrote, ‘Set Uriah in the forefront of the hardest fighting, and then draw back from him, so that he may be struck down and die:” (2nd Samuel 11:14 and 15)

What an evil sandwich this is.  Because of the lust of a woman, and the subsequent pregnancy, the almost honorable David, king of all Israel, has stooped to the betrayal and murder of one of his own.

And, if this was not bad enough, he has enlisted the aid of Joab his commander, to assist him in this sinful act.  In this case, the bottom and top pieces of bread for this sandwich are the evil parts.  In the center, between the bread, is the honorable entre, Uriah, who would not comfort himself while Joab and all his military peers were waging war and sleeping when, and where they could on the ground.  I have to say, as a U. S. Marine, a military man of thirty years, I have the utmost respect and admiration for Uriah. And I recall from this scripture, they were fighting for God’s desires as they understood it.

I can remember when President Bush (41) was told by someone during the Liberation of Kuwait, that “God was on our side”: the President responded, “I pray that we are on God’s side.”  I don’t think David was on God’s side in his self-serving lust and sinful murder of Uriah.  I also hold Joab equally as guilty for his participation in the killing of Uriah. It’s too late for me now, but I pray that if I had any ungodly proposition presented to me while in uniform, I would do the honorable thing, and also, that if witnessing immoral and ungodly acts, that I would give it all up for the sake of decency and morality. As far as I can recall, no such dilemmas occurred with me during the time and places I served.

There is heavy sadness in this story. Uriah is given his own death certificate unknowingly. I ponder if any eye-contact was made between Joab and Uriah as Joab read the letter ordering him to leave Uriah unprotected.  What kind of sick allegiance would have Joab follow this sinful betrayal of his subordinate?  Did he not love his troops as he did his king?  Real love forbids such acts of betrayal. I hope that if I was in Joab’s place, I would have hidden the letter and later faced David with it. The Love of those placed in your charge must be a greater priority than the love of those in whose charge you have been placed. We must love down in order to be lifted up.

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Wednesday, August 4, 2021

Daily Office Readings for Wednesday of Proper 13: Year 1

Morning,  Psalm 119:97 to 120; Evening, Psalms 81and 82;
2nd  Samuel 9:1to 13Acts 19:1 to 10Mark 8:34 to 9:1;

“He called the crowd with his disciples, and said to them, ‘If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me:” (Mark 8:34).

Our Lord Jesus calls those further from him, but who wants to be followers of him like those who are close to him, closer to what’s really important.  I don’t know if Jesus actually knew he would die on a Roman cross, but he did know that if he kept up his reflection of the love of God with humanity, humanity would kill him.

With this invitation he opens the door to those out there who may have been yearning for a deeper truth about God and eternal life. I think the deepest truth is the call to deny one’s self.  The cross carrying is metaphor for any of life’s situations that we must contend with as we journey toward the day we are called to our final home.

The real truth is that most of us (Americans) have far more than we need in terms of what is required for a comfortable life. Most of us have the resources for food, shelter, clothing, communications – (phones), and even transportation – (public or private).  How we choose to use the resources at our disposal is where some more self-denial may need to be considered. 

I have met people who have come to me for money for food with an expensive hairdo, fancy fingernails, a really nice car or one with detailed work not necessary for basic transportation while living well within an established bus route.  I fully agree that it is their business about how they spend their money. But when they don’t have money for food, for themselves or their children, I see little self denial in these professed Christians.  And self-denial is not just about how we can spend less on ourselves. Some of our discretionary spending could be used to help someone in more desperate straits than ourselves.  This latter is the Christian self-denial.

The cross we carry is the pain we suffer as we maintain our faith to the very end. This could be any of various terminal sicknesses, a financial debt that we may never be able to overcome, and even the knowledge that we are falsely convicted of something we know we didn’t do. It could also be something that we did do but are sorry for and regret for the rest of our lives. God knows our sorrow and feels the pain our cross puts on us.  We are not to deny our cross, but instead to take it up and carry it.

In all of this, for ourselves, or against ourselves, we must live to love through it, as Jesus loves us and calls us closer to him.

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Tuesday, August 3, 2021

Daily Office Readings for Tuesday of Proper 13: Year 1

 Morning, Psalm 78:1 to 39; Evening,  Psalm 78:40 to 72;
2nd  Samuel 7:18 to 29Acts 18:12 to 28Mark 8:22 to 33

“Now there came to Ephesus a Jew named Apollos, a native of Alexandria. He was an eloquent man, well-versed in the scriptures.  He had been instructed in the Way of the Lord; and he spoke with burning enthusiasm and taught accurately the things concerning Jesus, though he knew only the baptism of John:” (Acts 18: 24 and 25).

My initial thought about Apollos’ baptism of John is that that is the only baptism that Jesus himself knew. Now John the Baptist did talk of a baptism by fire and the Holy Spirit by Jesus, but there is no record of any baptism by Jesus himself, although he did set the example for all who choose to follow him by being baptized.

It was the 17th Century Anglican Priest, Richard Hooker, who said as Anglicans we have Scripture, Tradition, and Reason as our three-legged stool.  And, unlike other Christian traditions of faith, we acknowledge that if any one of the three legs were missing, the stool would topple. Not only that, each leg must be the same length or there is unbalance.

Baptism breaches the line between Scripture and Church Tradition.  It is Scripture that has been interpreted by the Church in many different ways depending on one’s particular Christian faith tradition. While everyone in the Bible were consenting adults, at least the individuals we read about, there are occasions where like with Lydia’s “household” being baptized, we don’t know the makeup of such households.  There are other cases where households were moved to being baptized due to miraculous signs by the apostles.  It is the Acts of the Apostles that really begins our Christian Church no matter what stripe we are.  Baptism is the making of the Christian.

We must acknowledge however, that Apollos, in our Acts reading for today, “was an eloquent man, well-versed in the scriptures.”  And, he was baptized.  So as far as he was concerned, he had done everything right.

The Acts story continues, “[Apollos] began to speak boldly in the synagogue; but when Priscilla and Aquila heard him, they took him aside and explained the Way of God to him more accurately:” (Acts 18: 27). This still happens today. People move around from Church to Church as they grow in the faith.  Apollos listened to Priscilla and Aquila and their teaching made sense to him. He already had the gifts, they just needed to be focused. Later, he greatly helped those who through grace had become believers.  Grace then is the love component poured on us by God in Baptism (water poured on, or immersed in).

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Monday, August 2, 2021

Daily Office Readings for Monday of Proper 13: Year 1

Morning, Psalm 80; Evening, Psalm 77;
2nd  Samuel 7:1 to 17Acts 18:1 to 11Mark 8:11 to 21

“I commune with my heart in the night; I ponder and search my mind. (Psalm 77: 6)

As most all of my readers know, my ponderings are a reflection derived from the Daily Office readings of the 1979 Book of Common Prayer of the Episcopal Church. My ponderings are theological and meant to share for the theological enhancement of all who may read what I share.

Rarely do I attempt to connect a theme with all the readings for a given day.  But today is an exception.  For some reason I think I see something of the nature of God. I’m just pondering.

I am moved by the number of repeats in our different readings for today.  Let me give you some examples. In our first Psalm recommended for the morning, Psalm 80, we read, “Restore us, O God of hosts; show the light of your countenance, and we shall be saved:” (Psalm 80: 3 times this is said).  We do need the light of God’s countenance.  And it is only with it that we will be saved. 

In Psalm 77 recommended for the evening I catch the repeated “pondering” that goes on. We read, “I think of God, I am restless, I ponder, and my spirit faints. (Psalm 77:3).  And again, “I commune with my heart in the night; I ponder and search my mind. (Psalm 77: 6).  And once more, “I will meditate on all your acts and ponder your mighty deeds:” (Psalm 77:12).

Our God seems to be and outdoorsy kind of God.  God is with us in tents in 2nd Samuel and with tent makers in the Acts of the Apostles

In our 2nd Samuel reading, God doesn’t seem to want a house but then says later that God does want one, but it will be built by an ancestor of David.  This is thought to be Solomon.  But what if, I ponder, the house is not one built with hands, but a house of faith, eternal in the heavens.  Eternal in the heavens, now that’s very outdoorsy. 

Paul is outdoors during most of his preaching and teaching. It is revealed that he never loses his vocation of tent making. I like that.  I have always felt the those of us who teach and preach for God should also carry their own weight in community occupations like everybody else.  Ironic that while Paul’s preaching and teaching is mostly outdoors, his vocation is one of covering people with tents. It’s okay, he’s got us covered in more ways than one.

God in Christ Jesus is with us in boats in our Gospel for today.  But if we care to notice, much of our Lord Jesus’ activity is in, or around, boats. Jesus reveals the outdoorsy nature of God.

I ponder that maybe being outside might often bring us closer to God as we are saved by the light of God’s countenance, in a tent or in a boat; but mostly, in our minds.

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Sunday, August 1, 2021

Part 1 of 2

Daily Office Readings for Sunday of Proper 13: Year 1

Psalms 93 and 96; Evening,  Psalm 34;
2nd  Samuel 6:12 to 23Romans 14:7 to 12John 1:43 to 51:

“The next day Jesus decided to go to Galilee. He found Philip and said to him, ‘Follow me:” (John 1:43).

Everybody is finding somebody.  Jesus finds Philip, and then Philip finds Nathanael. Nathanael wonders about the goodness of Jesus because he is from Nazareth. But Jesus is sure of the goodness of Nathanael who is an “Israelite in whom there is not deceit.” Are you sure about our Lord Jesus?  Can our Lord Jesus be sure about you?   

Part 2 of 2

New Testament Readings for Sunday of Proper 13: Year B

Ephesians 4:1 to 16 and John 6:24 to 35:

“Jesus answered them, “Very truly, I tell you, you are looking for me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves:” (John 6: 26)

Jesus has just informed them that they witnessed a sign of who he is in the increased amount of food, both fish and bread.  After which, he walked on the water but granted, all of them did not see that. Yet, as they locate him the next day, they demand a sign from him and they use God feeding their ancestors the manna.  So they said to Jesus, “What sign are you going to give us then, so that we may see it and believe you? What work are you performing?” (John 6:30)

I wonder if we too are standing in the middle of miracles and yet can’t see them.  Our Lord Jesus taught the people, healed the people, and fed the people.  Are we sometimes so fixated on one kind of miracle that we can’t see other signs that our Lord Jesus is doing right in front of us? 

The people were all about food miracles even remembering the manna of Moses.  Perhaps they should have been more focused on what they believed. Jesus tells them and us, the work that pleases God is the work of believing. It is not body sweat, but rather, soul sweat. Believing is work. It is the work of the heart. What you believe shapes everything you do. So, can we control what we believe?  We say we believe in God, we believe in Jesus, and we believe in the Holy Spirit. But does that translate into loving our neighbor as our Savior loves us, and asks us to do?

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John

Pondering for Saturday, July 31, 2021

Daily Office Readings for Saturday of Proper 12: Year 1

Morning,  Psalms 75 and 76; Evening, Psalms 23 and 27;
2nd  Samuel 5:22 to 6:11Acts 17:16 to 34Mark 8:1 to 10:

“The God who made the world and everything in it, he who is Lord of heaven and earth, does not live in shrines made by human hands, nor is he served by human hands, as though he needed anything, since he himself gives to all mortals life and breath and all things:” (Acts 17: 24 and 25)

These words above seem to refute our 2nd Samuel reading where the Presence of God was dwelling in a work of art made by human hands. The 2nd Samuel reading says, “David and all the people with him set out and went from Baale-judah, to bring up from there the ark of God, which is called by the name of the Lord of hosts who is enthroned on the cherubim. (2nd Samuel:” 6:2)

As a Christian I believe that God truly did dwell among us but not in any work of art that we made. No, The Great Creator was pleased to dwell in the person of our Lord Jesus. And since then the continuing words of Paul ring true:“For “In him we live and move and have our being”; as even some of your own poets have said, “For we too are his offspring.” (Acts 17:28)

I recall roughly the words of Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel in his book The Sabbath.  He basically said,  “it is not places or things that are holy, but rather we have holy times:” (not a word for word quote but the meaning is exact). Rabbi Heschel was talking about the importance of the Sabbath (today). But within his words we learn that while we have precious jewelry and crafts, and beautiful stained glass windows, and Icons, and even our Bibles and Prayer Books, the Presence of God does not reside in them.  All of these are the works of human hands by which we humans may direct our prayers and worship to God. We do not pray to them, we pray through them.  The time we spend with such objects is more holy than the objects themselves.

I spend time daily with scripture, Christian music, and faith groups.  In these times I pray and try to connect to God in prayer.  God is Good, all the time. While I am aware that I am still a work in progress, it is progress. I am gaining more insight as I slowly move along.  Faith in the One in whom we live and move and have our being is life saving and sustaining. My message to everyone of to find something that puts you in a spiritual mood, and then find a place that is soothing and comfortable for you, and at the junction of thing and place and within the time you have made there, God will visit you through your efforts.

Love is the most powerful force in the universe. And Guess what? God is love.  If given the time, the love of God will transform you. It is written somewhere in scripture that the Altar is more holy that the things put on it to be blessed.  Our Time is our personal Altar. What will you put on it to be blessed?

Let us live to love, rather than just live to live, listening to what the Spirit is saying to, and through the saints of God, while pondering anew what the Almighty can do. John